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The following excerpt has been taken from the life of Saint Anthony the Great for an illustration of steadfastness in temptation and God's ready help for those who endure: ....Having thus mastered himself, Anthony departed to the tombs that lay far from the village, having asked one of his acquaintance to bring him bread from time to time. He entered one of the tombs, his friend closed the door of it on him, and he remained alone within. This the enemy would not endure, for he feared lest by degrees Anthony should fill the desert too with monks; and coming one night with a throng of demons, he so scourged him that he lay on the ground speechless from the pain. For, he declared, the pain was so severe that blows from men could not have caused such agony. By God's providence (for the Lord does not overlook those who hope in Him) his friend came the next day bringing him bread, and when he opened the door and saw him lying on the ground, as dead, he lifted him and took him to the village church and laid him on the ground. Many of his kin, and the village people, watched beside Anthony as for one dead. But towards midnight Anthony came to himself and woke, and seeing all asleep and only his friend waking, he signed to him to come near, and asked him to lift him again and carry him back to the tombs without waking anyone. So he was carried back by the man, and the door was closed as before, and he was again alone within. He could not stand because of the blows, but he prayed lying down. And after his prayer he shouted out, "Here am I, Anthony! I do not run from your blows! For though you should give me yet more, nothing shall separate me from the love of Christ!" (Rom. 8:35). Then he sang the psalm "Though a host should array itself against me, my heart shall not fear." (Psalm 26:3). The monk, then, thought and spoke thus. But the enemy of all good, marveling that even after the blows he had courage to go back, called together his hounds and burst out in fury, "Do you see that we have stopped this man neither by the spirit of fornication or by blows, but he challenges us; let us attack him another way." For plans of ill are easy to the devil. Thereupon in the night they made such a crashing that it seemed the whole place was shaken by an earthquake; and as if they had broken through the four walls of the building, the demons seemed to rush in through them in the guise of beasts and creeping things, and the place was at once filled with the forms of lions, bears, leopards, bulls, serpents, asps, scorpions, wolves. And each moved according to to its own likeness. The lion roared, ready to spring, the bull seemed to be thrusting with its horns, the serpent crept yet reached him not, the wolf held itself in act to strike. And the noise of all the visions was terrible, and their fury cruel. Anthony, beaten and goaded by them, felt keener bodily pain. Nevertheless he lay fearless and more alert in spirit. He groaned with the soreness of his body, but in mind he was cool, and said jestingly, "If you had any power in you, it would have been enough that just one of you should come; but the Lord has taken your strength away, and that is why you try to frighten me if possible by your numbers. It is a sign of your helplessness that you have taken the shapes of brutes." Again he said cheerily, " If you can, and if you have received power over me, do not wait, but lay on. But if you cannot, why are you chafing yourselves for nothing? For our trust in the Lord is like a seal to us, and like a wall of safety." So after making many attempts they gnashed their teeth at him because they were befooling themselves and not him. And the Lord in this also forgot not Anthony's wrestling, but came to his defense.For looking up he saw as it were the roof opening and a beam of light coming down to him. And the demons suddenly disappeared, and the soreness of his body ceased at once, and the building was again sound. Anthony, seeing that help was come, breathed more freely, being eased of his pains. And he asked the vision, "Where wert thou? Why didst thou not show thyself from the beginning, to end my suffering? And a voice came to him: "I was here, Anthony, but I waited to see thy resistance. Therefore since thou hast endured and not yielded, I will always be thy helper, and I will make thee renowned everywhere." Hearing this he arose and prayed, and he was so strengthened that he perceived that he had more power in his body than formerly. He was at this time about thirty-five years old.... May our Lord through the prayers of Sts. Anthony and Issac grant us courage and confidence in our temptations, that he will not leave us to be a "prey for their teeth".
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